So... lets see here... where to start... Eh... let's start at the top of the hill and coast down shall we?!! 

This weekend was awesome...  I got to be in one of only two front row seats at a personal concert!!!  That's right baby... you'll all be wishing you were me in a couple years   Fame and fortune await TKA Brian... let me tell you.  A very chill weekend, spent with my most favorite people and my family...  Couldn't have asked for more.  Which leads me to my next topic...

So I do ask for more... I pray and pray for things to be easier... better, if you will, in some aspects of my life. Just as I finish my prayer... which wasn't really long, just me chatting it up with the G.O.D...  The door opens, and my walls come crumbling down and a new reality settled in (Lets say I got some disappointing news that crushed me...)  Somtimes when you least expect things to go worse, they do...  I'm trying not to be negative, and I really want to be happy, and I want my best friends to be happy as well.  It's just hard, and it shakes up your faith a little when you pray and the second you are done something terrible happens and completely contradicts your prayer... and its then, when you have to step back and realize that there is something bigger than that exact moment.  You aren't an ant and God isn't a kid with a magnifying glass in the sun trying to burn off your feelers...   But I hope I am destined for something bigger...  As Sugarland would put it, "There's got to be something more, gotta be more than this.  I need a little less hard time, I need a little more bliss..." 

But anywho... I guess with such a good weekend, a little rocky start to the week isn't all that bad.  But I'm a worrier, and this is getting to me... 

Ignorance is bliss they say, but I didn't think I was the ignorant one.  Whoops... it caught me off guard.  This sucks worse than I thought...  but I could be worrying for no reason...  But then again, there could be a reason.  Granted most of my ramblings aren't making much sense...  all I ask is to be happy.  Not much more than that... 

With all that I am~

Always... the one and only... Kelly... (with a 'Y'!)